The author recounts his experience with a fiddle leaf fig tree bought after his separation and move into a new apartment. Initially, he struggled to care for the plant, which began losing leaves, mirroring his own feelings of overwhelm and sadness. This experience led him to adopt a mantra: if the tree was okay, he was okay. He learned plant care, and the tree thrived, symbolizing his own recovery and ability to navigate his altered life. The author later received an email suggesting he might eventually need to let the tree go. This idea resonated with him as he transitioned to a new phase of his life. Recently, he rehomed the fiddle leaf fig to a friend's family. Following the tree's departure, the author sold belongings, stored items, and moved out of his Vermont home. He then traveled to Tokyo for an extended period, unsure of his next destination. His broader intention is to explore the concept of "home" and its meaning. This journey, though daunting, brings him excitement as he pursues a long-held desire to live abroad. He states that his website, Kottke.org, will continue its regular service, potentially incorporating travel experiences.