The author expresses deep pessimism stemming from years of relentless disasters, leading them to abandon hope before sleep. A recent football victory, however, unexpectedly evoked feelings of a more innocent past. Before an England match, commentators discussed Donald Trump, Fifa president Gianni Infantino, and a controversial red card decision involving Folarin Balogun that was rescinded for the US. The author questions the fairness of a competition where rules seem malleable, particularly concerning the US as a host. They dismiss the idea of a politically motivated, pre-determined final between the US and UK. The author believes that expecting positive outcomes, especially from England's performance, is futile based on past experiences. They feel that any news upon waking will likely be negative. The piece concludes by inviting reader opinions on these issues.